To all my friends and family:
I don't think these words get said nearly enough as they should, I love you. Every single one of you is responsible in some way of who I am, and for that I'm eternally thankful. I used to think that the only thing that scared me was dying alone, now I know that I'm terrified of loosing you. I can't and I won't fandom the idea of not having you in my life.
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in any way, I swear I didn't mean it. If I haven't hurt any of you then, I hope I never will. I swear I'll never say words like "I hate you" and I'll never act out of anger. These things are a poison that I wish to never consume again and I hope with all of my heart that you never have to either.
Did I mention that I love you? No matter, I'll say it a hundred times. I don't want you to feel like you don't matter, because you do. Every last one of you means the world to me and you should know it.
I hope you love me too. I really hope that I'm not making a mistake bearing it all