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Literature
A letter I'll never send
To all my friends and family:
I don't think these words get said nearly enough as they should, I love you. Every single one of you is responsible in some way of who I am, and for that I'm eternally thankful. I used to think that the only thing that scared me was dying alone, now I know that I'm terrified of loosing you. I can't and I won't fandom the idea of not having you in my life.
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in any way, I swear I didn't mean it. If I haven't hurt any of you then, I hope I never will. I swear I'll never say words like "I hate you" and I'll never act out of anger. These things are a poison that I wish to never consume again and I hope with all of my heart that you never have to either.
Did I mention that I love you? No matter, I'll say it a hundred times. I don't want you to feel like you don't matter, because you do. Every last one of you means the world to me and you should know it.
I hope you love me too. I really hope that I'm not making a mistake bearing it all
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Literature
Venom
Word like vomit spews from my jaws as I run after your shadow, hunting it down. It's been a lifetime since I last saw your face, and only but a blur remains in its place, but that blur is all I need to direct my venom your way. No matter the weight on my chest or the burthen on my vision, it's a self entitled revenge what I'm after, because I was led to believe you were the cause of all of my problems.
It's been a while now. How much time? Who could remember? When was the last time your voice entered my barely functioning ears? It seems that the burden of chasing you has nearly left me invalid, taking away my eye sight, my hearing and my lungs, but was not shortly after I've nearly lost myself, that I found your presence. My weary hands surrounded what was surely your neck, and even if I could barely see, I was sure I've encountered your face. It was full of fear and pain, as if somehow I was the one doing you wrong. It was after you spoke and your mask fell that I could see, you are n
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Literature
To need
I wish that when we spoke the volume of your voice didn't shatter my ear drums
I wish I could go home and not enter a war zone
I wish that my most inner circle didn't act like warring countries
That the people that surround me could attempt to understand
That everybody is a different existence
That every life has to be liven even if it doesn't match yours
I pray that whenever you call me it's not to reprimand me
I pray that those that come after me never get to meet this side of you
I pray for myself, because even if I don't believe in your God, there is a spiritual side to my heart
I pray for those that in the end even if mistreated they were strong of heart
That all that I have work for isn't in vain
That in the end I never stop fighting for what is right even is what's wrong seems easier
That the ones that come after me don't have to clean up whatever mess I leave behind
I hope for me to feel loved for once
I hope that somewhere out there, there is someone who understands me
I hope
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Literature
Fantasias Diurnas
Sueño despierta para pasar el tiempo
Pienso mientras duermo para poder ver de lo que me pierdo
Cuando me despierto un nombre es lo primero que mis labios añoran decir
Cuando me acuesto son unas palabras y un calor lo que mi corazón pide
Ignorar, es lo que busco cuando estoy rodeada de las masas
Ignorar esos comentarios con poco pensamiento
Ignorar que pocos saben cual es la verdadera belleza detrás de lo espantoso
Ignorar el echo de que pocos me comprenderán
Cariño es  lo que quiero sentir
Sentirlo cuando este con mis personajes más íntimos hasta en los tiempos de discordia
Sentirlo cuando este con los de mi sangre aunque casi no los conozca
Sentirlo en esos momentos donde todo lo que me mantiene viva es unos  brazos que protegen mi corazón
Sentirlo en esos momentos mas oscuros donde la luz parece evadirme
Quisiera ver la realidad de forma mas optimista
Quisiera verla de la misma forma que otros la hacen
Quisiera cambiar la visión de aquellos que todo lo ven de forma pesimist
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Literature
Morality: an adamant force or a mask for the beast
Morality: an adamant force or a mask for the beast within?
Sometimes it seems that there is a fine line between morality and necessity. As humans we built a set of rules based on our culture, surroundings and need to set ourselves apart from the rest of the animals. We call this rules morality and within these morals you can find a set of universally accepted rules that apply to everyone in a given culture. This is what we call ethics.  The difference between the two is that ethics refers to a universally accepted rule, for example in most places murder is considered to be wrong. On the other hand morality refers to something far more personal, for example some people find homosexuality immoral, meanwhile some find nothing wrong with it. This is something that may change even within a culture, while again ethics is something that is culturally universal.
If analyzed this way, it can be said that is easier to go against your morals, than to go against ethics. If you wer
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Literature
Reflejos del ser
Dicen que existe un espejo que refleja más allá de lo corporal. Un cristal encantado capaz de reflejar el ser emocional. Esas mismas historias advierten que todo aquel cuyos ojos observen su reflejo en el, caen en el delirio. Dicen que tienen visiones de una noche eterna de luna llena y criaturas extrañas habitando las tierras. Una figura humanoide desfigurada, con un cambas vacio donde su rostro debería estar y el sentimiento de que no importa cuántas personas le acompañen, nunca dejaran de sentirse solos.
Me parece saber por qué estas personas caen en la locura al verse reflejados. Es la manifestación de su ser interno la que los asusta, porque no existe tal cosa como una persona pura que en su interior no allá pecado. Avaricia, celos, glotonería, en fin todas las características que consideramos inaceptables se ven reflejadas allí y al fin y al cabo aprendemos que realmente no nos conocemos. Seguramente si yo fuese a mirarm
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Literature
Dachshunds a Testament to Awareness
The dachshund better known as the wiener dog is a small dog of German origin, with an elongated body. It belongs in hound group and it comes in three varieties of coats, wire haired, smooth and long hair. It's a popular breed now famous for having back problems and being great companions for the elderly, even the American Kennel club and the Canadian Kennel club describe the dog to having a friendly personality (1) (2), but what it is very incredible about this breed is its origins and real temperament.
Dachshund means badger dog in German meaning that this dog was bread for the task of hunting badgers. To highlight how incredible this is, start by noting that at most one of these dogs weights 40 pounds, badgers at their smallest weight about 85 pounds and have been known to attack/kill: lizards (read snakes), scorpions and bears. The dogs where so good at their jobs that they started getting used to kill larger game such as deer and wild boars, how does a small dog like that, gets to
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Literature
The Holow Man
We assume it's a man because of his wide back and flat chest
We know nothing about him only that he's there and that's the only proof
The only proof that he lives
His undefined dark body has nothing special to it
It seem like a silhouette and his egg shaped head doesn't seem to have a face  
His dark undefined figure wanders alone in the dark
Searching for his next prey
Stalking like a hunter the next person to suffer at his grasp
A young girl runs from fear
She feels like someone is stalking her and she's right
The hollow man is after her, his one and only prey
We assume it's a man because of his wide back and flat chest
We know nothing about him only that he's there and that's the only proof
The only proof that he lives
His undefined dark body has nothing special to it
It seem like a silhouette and his egg shaped head doesn't seem to have a face  
But he does not look to hurt any one only to open the eyes
Open the eyes of does he finds worthy of seeing his dark an
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Hey guys, I'm going to be posting some pictures from a photo shoot that I modeled for sixela-midory077.deviantart.co… back in October. I'm going to ask that you treat these pictures with respect, this is not some pornographic work, this is art and I ask that you treat it like so.

Doing this photo shoot was a life changing experience for me, but it also showed me that I come from a sheltered culture that treats anyone who does a shoot like this as if they were doing smut. I plan to change that point of view and this is just one in the hopefully many works I can do with sixela-midory077.deviantart.co… to help do just that.
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Hello there, I'm the dyslexic writer. I dabble in a bit of everything but my main methods of art are music and writing. I'm always up to make my writing better and I hope you guys can help me with this.

I'm also a scientist, a biologist to be more exact. This may influence my style of writing every once in a while.
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Julius-Gratekul Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2015
Hey! It's been a while! If I haven't called it's because I lost my phone contacts T~T

Gimme a call, I'd love to catch up soon!
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jb8385 Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the watch :)
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fantasiasdiurnas Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you too
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segundomartes Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012  Student General Artist
Hola, pensarás que ya está demás tanto comentario pero te tenía que decir algo a ti, como modelo que eres. La fuerza de la pieza no sólo reside en el fotógrafo si no que mucho recae en los hombros del/la modelo. Tú tienes el potencial de tantas expresiones y articulaciones, está tu lado amistoso y cariñoso; y tu lado fuerte y karateka xp. Yo diría que puedes hasta infundir miedo en el espectador si así lo quisieras. La creatividad recae sobre ti y tus poses. Si vas a volver a trabajar como modelo piensa en futuras poses, en el tema o el concepto. Y muchas veces, lo que lleves puesto, ya sea accesorios o vestimenta es importante y puede arruinar una pieza como puede mejorarla por mucho. Espero que haber dicho cosas interesantes y útiles. :)
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fantasiasdiurnas Featured By Owner Nov 3, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Jajaja Gracias, a mi me parece que tienes la razon. Era la primera vez que modelaba y ni tenia idea de que hacer. Muchas de las fotos que vez alli fueron resultado de la siguiente oracion: "No poses, simplemente habla conmigo y si veo algo que me llama la atencion lo retrato"
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segundomartes Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2012  Student General Artist
Siempre es difícil empezar. Modelar es un arte... y bien difícil...
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fantasiasdiurnas Featured By Owner Nov 4, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
pero fue divertido, no me molestaria volver hacerlo.
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Sixela-Midory077 Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Student Photographer
Hi Sofi!!!
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fantasiasdiurnas Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
Hello man :D
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Sixela-Midory077 Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012  Student Photographer
The Dyslexic Writer bit gave you away
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